I'm done. I don't f**king care about anything anymore. I haven't done anything, and even that disappoints you. Make up your f**king mind! Nothing I do is good enough. Good. I don't want you to throw that demeaning term onto me. "I'm proud of you" what the f**k is that? Because I finally did something please you? F**k that. I don't want that.
And you wonder why I don't care about anything. Because I'm doing what makes me happy for once. In 17 years, I'm finally doing what makes me feel happy. Do you know what a rare emotion that is? I'm not sad any f**king more. No, that's pussy s**t. No, now I'm just pissed off at the way you treated me. I hope I f**king hurt you. I hope you feel exactly what I did. I'm pushing you to your breaking point? Get ready, bi**h. Buckle the hell up. I'm about to push you off.
I hope it caught you off of your f**king guard, when I started to say what I thought. Pushing people away? Bi**h, you were never next to me. I'm just letting you know how little you mean to me, so maybe you'll leave me the hell alone. I like being alone. All the times you've pushed me into seclusion? I became self-reliant. You taught me not to trust people. I suppose I should thank you for that, you sick f**king hypocrite. With everything all you bi**hes did to me, being happy is going to be impossible, but when I finally get away from all of you, everything is going to be amazing.
I hope you know I'm never f**king coming back. I think you're getting some f**king idea, because you dragging me to therapists and telling me that I need to fix things with you. Trying to guilt me, I suppose? Surely you know that I don't give a f**k about any of you, or you're figuring that out, because nothing has changed. Good. I'm done being the little bi**h. I don't belong with any of you, I don't like any of you -- peace out, bi**hes. I'm finally going to be able to breathe.
I've never been like this, have I? Have you stopped to wonder why I've become a completely different person? I'm sure you just believe it's solely my fault, but you absolutely slaughtered the sweet little girl I used to be. But I suppose I should thank you for that as well - you tore be apart and left me broken before the world could even get to me. Now I'm a full-blown bi**h. Maybe that's something you can be proud of -- I mean, I learned it from you.HEEHAWED ON 2014-05-31
I don't give a s**t about anything anymore, and the solution you've come to is to criticize me further? If I can get into an Ivy League college and you aren't even impressed that, I literally don't know what the f**k I can do to really impress you? I'm so f**king excited to leave. I can't f**king stand this s**t anymore. 17 years of the same s**t over and over and over -- I can finally escape. You wonder why I only applied to colleges 8+ hours away? So I can finally get the F**K AWAY FROM YOU.
To be honest, I didn't know if I would make it this far. Do you know how many times you made me want to kill myself? Quite a few, to be blunt.
You brag that you took ACT while still plastered from the night before? What a f**king accomplishment. And I'm the disappointment.
I'm so inexplicably angry, and you still don't get it? I tell you what's wrong, you get angry with me and leave, because you "do so much for me". You just can't f**king stand to be criticized, you f**king hypocrite. You want me to feel better and get out and do things, but won't let me go and hang out with my friends or get pissed off when I do? What kind of f**king twisted game is that? F**k you. I'm done with your criticisms. Have I failed you? Good. Maybe now you'll leave me the hell alone.
You've turned me into whatever the hell this is. The only coping mechanism I have left is anger, and you're going to get the full brunt of that, f**king understand? I'm not going be your little bi**h anymore. I hate all of you. All of you. You're so completely awful to me, and blame me for everything. How can I be responsible for everything?! WHY WON'T YOU LET ME LEAVE THEN?! Because that means you lose control. That's too damn bad. When you two sick f**ks only have each other, you'll finally only have yourselves to blame. HEEHAWED ON 2014-05-31
Who do you think you are to contact my boyfriend to reminisce over a hookup after "stumbling upon" a mix-tape he made for you? According to him, you were a horrible hookup and acted like a giddy 16-year old at a slumber party in bed. You're an overly-confident, pushy, presumptuous, unaware, self-righteous, egotistical, attention-seeking b**ch who fills in her insecurities by inconsiderately imposing yourself on others. Half of what you wrote was bulls**t and my boyfriend doesn't think about you or your short stumpy body and loud mouth. You should know better than to send a happily-involved man a request to reconnect when you have a boyfriend that you apparently moved across the country for. I wonder if your boyfriend knows about this little "Nostalgic Evening" email you wrote? I feel sorry for him and I feel sorry for anyone that has to deal with your "it's all about ME" bulls**t. He bcc'd me in his "never contact me again" response to you: I'm in the loop. You better check yourself before you wreck yourself!HEEHAWED ON 2012-12-13
Mitt Romney? That s**t had it easy! He didn't get rich by being smart, he got rich by being cleaver. F**k that guy!!! HEEHAWED ON 2012-07-30
lots of doctors appointments and the list of what i cant do is longer than the list of what i can. the fact that the health issue is taking me away from life is really frustrating. plus its affecting my school work and grades and everything else in my life and completely taking me out of life and its extremely frustrating and annoying.HEEHAWED ON 2011-10-17
MotherF**k All these F**king Retarded F**king Orphans that have No F**king LifeHEEHAWED ON 2011-01-23
2010 was a worthless year!HEEHAWED ON 2011-01-02
This is an anarchy and not a society!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HEEHAWED ON 2010-12-31
I go left, u go left, i go right, u go right? Make up ur f**kin mind!HEEHAWED ON 2010-12-16
well. last peace of bread on the buffet and this asshole takes it!HEEHAWED ON 2010-11-10
Is anyone else totally pissed off about these Mexicans that are invading and destroying our way of life? HEEHAWED ON 2010-10-07
this city smells like s**t! piss everywhere. get some renovations for f**ks sake!!!!!!!!HEEHAWED ON 2010-10-06
god damn weird looking people everywhere!!!HEEHAWED ON 2010-09-24
F*******CCKKKK why do they make such a goddamn deal out of every single thing?!?!??!?!?! Telling me what to invest my money in, it's my goddamn money!! HEEHAWED ON 2010-08-22